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Sunrise Embrace the Stagnant

by Chii

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1.
Bathed in oneness The source of consciousness projects outward Billions of tiny fragments Onto a concrete coated, blue dot Sporadically, pristinely scattered with moss - The collective cyclically become synonymous with the concrete - colourless, li(f)eless Though change is blossoming The messengers are here May earth shed its skin
2.
I remember their wires infesting my veins The colo(u)rs of my joy being bled Every drop strained, staining the unclean hands of authority The same hands who built this suffocating, illusory cell The transmitted weight still erodes my core - Though still there flickers a sensation of something profound Lying deep within this discolouration
3.
Longing for what I know exists Distant artificial light, a seductive incandescence, My lone hope for escape Travelling aside crystal streams, mountainous horizon Breathing the oaken air - A cave births flocking figures Concerned, condescending, constricting Offering a siren to evade the glow, to retreat to safety In the familiar darkness of their cave - Venom spills from my open wounds, to hew their demands, to silence their idiocy Running, erratic mind Forced visions of a sacred utopia consume me Paint over these foreboding thoughts - Entering, hunched, small Suppressing vulnerability's crescendo Elusive s(t)rangers flit by, blurred static sillhouettes Years yearning Tears burning - Led to the eye, judged by the unknowing Ribcage bursting open Tear the cellophane vessel, slither the broken, weak truth Bare child self Internal rust his scent Exterior mask discarded, and now blurred like the others This place is far from Eden __________________________________________________________
4.
Collapse 06:44
Black forest Infected green and yellow hues A maze of sylvan pillars There is no vibrancy is this reflected pit Soil milked of life, strained of anything pleasant Skeletal leaves wrung of their verdant smiles - The soil does not mind The trees do not care They grow on optimistically A fungal parad(e) of decay And therein flourishes new life - Awaken running for my life Giant humming predator Light guiding me to exit Mother insect, curse she brings On beating glass wings Poison sting Chemical injecting Brain cells ring Propelled beyond reality Sinking through dreamtime Internal realm, blinding shadows Ashen shell hardening
5.
Wh(e)n the mind is no longer a tool But an unstable home All one's energy must be spent on making this home liveable A paradoxical spiral - Unstitch the thread of this conditioning from your skin Shed the burdening mask they moulded And you dis-cover what has always dwelt beneath A deep ocean of peace - Though all is blind I begin to see That I am you And you are me
6.
As the voices begin to fade, I return to nature's warm embrace Looking upon two trees before me The left presenting a familiar, structured path The right - an undiluted wilderness Nebulously signalling between two mountains - Today I choose the fruit of unfamiliarity, for I have nothing left to lose Guided only by intuition, I leave the known behind I am beginning to sense so(m)ething deeper No longer disconnected from the flawless asymmetry
7.
Sky Opening 03:08
Emerging Stillness in the earthen mountain breeze - Aquatic Goddess Sapphire gaze, vortex of wisdom Her winged frame rises from an ethereal pool A pale blue aura for skin Secure, home She breathes her life into me - Tearing through my soul Swimming through my veins Piercing every nerve Cleansing, opening, awakening Jarring seizures Visions of infinite planes Metallic (r)inging, slicing through my skull Erupting from my crown - I feel the sky opening - no longer stagnant I feel the barriers dissipate - no longer separate I feel my mind shatter open - no longer searching For the key I've been searching for is somewhere inside - the key to Eden internal - My perception is clearing The discolouration is resolving and the fires of all my suffering Have become the ashes from which the phoenix is reborn
8.
To manipulate the echo of an inner voice To tamper with (c)onsequence and never cause Is to live as a worm, sifting through life Spiralling into problem 84 Yearning for something to slake the desperation, to pacify the growing void - I am evolving in this white kingdom, of ancient colossus Lines of wisdom in majestic mountain faces Holy mystic, liquid aura opening my eyes Absorbing a light I've never known - In the empty space dwells life In the silence between sounds In the space between stars In the underlying awareness behind the thinking mind The fountain within all - My shadow grows heavy Obsidian orbs converge in zenith, forming leaden mist Alien stones - spherical, uniform Filling the devoid, opened sky Hear the cave calling
9.
The Healing 11:10
Birthed into a cavern Trapped in the past Destiny is becoming manifest Exploring within my own consciousness Fragmented mind surrounds me - Circle of black, all encompassing Submerged, reclaim the forgotten Desperate hands grasping at limbs Pulling in every direction Mind and body separating Englufed by shadow - Obsidian deity descends to quell the earth above me Weathering shroud of black Walls crumbling i(n)wards - Feel the sunrise embrace the stagnant, neglected, fractals I am beyond free
10.
Discarded all the weight Arriving back at a dead end Broken vessel, re-entry denied, impenetrable shell - Lost, floating in white eternity Bathed in oneness Returning to source, dissolvin(g) into everything, recalling the whole I've learned so much behind these eyes Out of the chrysalis, soaring, returning home To incarnate again In this beautiful, cyclical, dance of creation

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Click on each track for its corresponding art, commentary, and poetry. This is a concept album. Every piece of art, line of poetry, and musical theme/vibe, tells a part of the story.

The album has 4 movements as follows:

-The Discolouration-

1. Since one Became Separate
2. The Discolouration

-The Circling-

3. Eden Internal
4. Collapse
5. Illusion of Self

-The Opening-

6. Embryo Migration Pt. 1 (Astray)
7. Sky Opening
8. To Manipulate the Echo

-The Healing-

9. The Healing
10. Exiting the chrysalis

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released April 12, 2015

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